I think you're feeling bad that you're feeling relieved that it wasn't you. If that makes sense.
But none of it is your fault, and none of it is Abbot's fault either. Because neither of those things are the sort of things that people kill people over. Unless you're Carrow, I guess. But this isn't something you could have planned for, or expected.
When I think that it could've been you, I get all shuddery. I don't know what I would do. I feel so sorry for Susan Bones, but I can't even imagine what that would be like. I don't want to.
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branchandroot
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Date: 2011-05-30 05:03 am (UTC)I think you're feeling bad that you're feeling relieved that it wasn't you. If that makes sense.
But none of it is your fault, and none of it is Abbot's fault either. Because neither of those things are the sort of things that people kill people over. Unless you're Carrow, I guess. But this isn't something you could have planned for, or expected.
When I think that it could've been you, I get all shuddery. I don't know what I would do. I feel so sorry for Susan Bones, but I can't even imagine what that would be like. I don't want to.